hello everyone
hope you had a great christmas and got everything you wanted
and happy new years! for 2moz
hope your all off doing something more fun than phillip island with family friends..like myself.
lol.
ive been wayy to lazy these hols.
this is what happened last year.
i barely went out, just had many many lazy days and did jack before christmas and then after coz your going insane from not seeing friends, go on a planning frenzY.
i also still havent finished my annual scrapbook of the year. on account of no printer ink, and lazyness. this year wasnt exactly my favorite and im not in the mood to really look back at it too much.
i kinda hope no one else looks back on my achievements of this year either. sure it wasnt all bad, but i cant help but look at the negtives and not be able to pull my eyes away.
would i scrap this year altogether? NO. but would i cut half of it out of my memory? yes. so im actually glad its almost 2009 and i can start on a clean slate. since ive been in this kinda mood for the past few days ive already got my new years resolutions:

1. be a better friend
i feel like all ive done this year, is push people away and put up walls. my trust issues i was wondering about this time last year have finally hit. ive been selfish and mistrusting. i get paranoid and i know this annoys my friends. but im really craving, meeting new friends, and strengthening bonds between the real ones.

2.think before you go ahead and make an in the moment, based on emotion decision, only to regret it later.
if you've read my writing you'd know, logic is never my first instinct, i follow my gut feeling and emotions. when this emotion is lust it can be particularly dangerous. and yet i go with it anyway. just to be stuck with regrets later on. i refuse to do that again. next romantic venture, i will be the new me. the one who wont fall for lust at the drop of a hat. he has to be worth it.

3. get close with your friends at work
i love the people at work, theyre all really nice. i have a few newly made friends who i hardly know, but we've just clicked and i'd love to get close with them. i just need to see them more.

4. start jogging round the streets.
haha. if you see a girl in a daggy outfit with raybans on puffing and panting its me. lol. so unfit. ahah.

and im done. hmm i want to tag people and make them put up there new years resolutions if you have any! i tag.. EVERYONE WHO READS THIS.
hehe. which is hopefully a few of you.

ps. been re reading new moon, and i swear i dont understand edward fan girls one bit. sure hes cute, but can you not see the negatives to him? jacob on the other hand is so amazing and the way bella describes him, i really dont know how you couldnt fall for him. anyway.
love yous! happy holidays xx kiara